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| I love my church.
It has become a part of me in so many ways, on so many levels, that it's simply impossible to imagine what my life would have become without it.
A meaningful life that has a direction and a purpose, a Family, great role models who actively play a part in molding me - this is what I have because of Pastors.
Though I wasn't there in the beginning building the church to what it is today, the love that has been instilled in me over the past 3 years is enough to make me feel proud of my church whenever the mere mention of its name is heard.
So today I take a stand, I make a commitment: in the years to come, I am going to be a support to my pastors and leaders, building this church alongside them.
What we have now is great, but what we'll have in the future is going to be amazing.
Holy dissatisfaction: we won't remain where we are, but we'll always keep on growing!
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| This has really got to stop, before I go crazy.
Can't believe it's now my turn to get so messed up over something as small as this.
Sigh, so many words ringing in my head right now, so many things to be done as well.
Life really is never smooth sailing.............. just gotta have faith then.
Faith. Sometimes I wish there was like some sort of tablet to eat to increase in faith haha..... like vitamins yknow?
I sincerely h8 how I'm always limited by such small things. Shows just how 'small' I am too, eh?
Grow waiiiiiz, grow
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| I'm going to go off and buy a gazillion books to keep me company these 2 weeks because my stupid family has abandoned me and this beautiful glorious country that is Singapore for some shithole across the globe whose name isn't even worthy to be mentioned here.
I know I'm just being very angsty but wth screw this screw every single damn thing that Xses my way today I swear I'll turn my wrath on anything and everything (be it alive or stationary) becuz I declare today The World Spins For Me Day (har-de-har-har).
Screw it.
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| (Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world.)
"Excuse me sir,
But I had plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right."
My reply:
"Excuse me miss,
But do you have the slightest clue
Of exactly what you just said to me
And exactly who you're talking to?"
She said, "I don't care, you don't even know me."
I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."
(Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets)
"You make it sound so easy to be alive
But tell me how am I supposed to seize this day
When everything inside of me has died?"
My reply:
"Trust me girl
I know your legs are pleading to leap
But I offer you this easy choice
Instead of dying, living with me."
She said, "Are you crazy? You don't even know me."
I said, "I know but I'd like to change that soon, hopefully."
(Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets)
"I would be lying if I said that things would never get rough
And all this cliche motivation, it could never be enough
I could stand here all night trying to convince you
But what good would that do? My offer stands and you must choose."
"All right, you win, but I only give you one night
To prove yourself to be better than my attempt at flight
I swear to God if you hurt me I will leap
I will toss myself from these very cliffs
And you'll never see it coming."
"Settle precious, I know what you're going through
Cuz ten minutes before you got here I was gonna jump too."
Yeah we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets
YES THIS IS WHY I LOVE THE SPILL CANVAS SO MUCH | | |
| Open hearts, open minds.
Live and let live.
All things are possible.
Lian pi yao hou yi dian.
4 things running through my mind one after another these days hahahah.
Workg the ground is tiring, but hey - when the rain comes, at least the soil's not gonna be hard and the water can seep through all the way down! (yah la my geography sucks something along the line of rock permeability right right k wtv la farmer terms~)
Good hearts; good grounds.
Waiting for the rain, waiting for You to move now God!
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