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| Today I came THIS close to a panic attack, and it was so bad I think i would have cried if the teacher had called on me to answer her questions. See that's why I hate being unprepared. Getting caught unaware and off-guard just sucks so bad. Japanese became so much harder over 3 months and after we moved from Os to As (it's only H1 c'mon!!!!!). Going to mug my head off for this, if I could do it last year in the space of 2 months, I don't believe I can't conquer it again this time round!
I am terribly exhausted both physically and mentally and it's just been 3 official school days.
I miss the holidays so much when everyday was just church and outings and sleep and nothing more.
How. I. Miss. Having. A. Life.
K i'll just bear with this for a year+++++ more. Rather stick this out than be stuck in a local U 2 years from now. Edinburgh here I comeeee
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| Service today was so good. Every single word Pst spoke towards the end just hit my heart like rain on dry cracked ground. Somehow, I feel more encouraged than ever now. Knowing that You're always and forever in control puts everything in a new and more positive light. I can do this. With You, I can. Temptations will come but still I'll find the ways You have provided, out of every single one of them. I'll cling on to You even and especially when it hurts. Holding on for a wild ride now, I'm ready.
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| Found this Thumbs Up booklet from the program in Sec 1, and there's this part about our profiles... So mine was apparently an 'I' then.
Motivated by: Being accepted and recognised
Fears: Being rejected
Torture = Not having anyone to talk to
Can see the bright side of life
Like involving many people in activities
Makes me happy to make others happy
Find it easy to start conversations
HAHAHA and apparently I haven't changed much!
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| Keeping my head down working at the ground, keeping to the mundane and necessary.
Just gna continue sowing...
Eternal > temporal, amen?
Over and over again, You reign.
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